by Elinora Westfall
I trespass, not wantonly, not lonely,
but vigorously
through heart-lines, word-lines
torn heart-shaped pages, set aside by time
I think,
I think,
how I might be, while the flowers lean
closer than they might, to me now
then.
Lean and smother, thick with wild violets and hung with the wildest honeysuckle
I would grow roots, then,
roots of daisies, crocus, buttercup, dandelion
and bloom in spring
I, who leaves the inexpressible to the page but becomes no nearer
to expressing
But that is how it should be
and one day, when the plants reside, root down in the place where my heart once was
The daisies will turn their faces to the sun, the grass will blow in next weeks wind
and my heart will always be the rose that will forever bloom
Just for you.
Elinora Westfall is an Australian/British lesbian writer of stage, screen, radio, fiction and poetry. My work has been previously selected by Cannes Film Festival, Raindance Film Festival and has been published in Acumen, Rattle, Litro, The Sheepshead Review, Every Day Fiction, Yahoo News and The Mighty to name but a few.